Climbing the crack |
Rationally, it doesn't make sense. Prescott College is smaller than my high school, the student body is lacking in diversity, I can't afford to go there in the fall, and they don't have a music program. But I could start a small ensemble if I wanted to. And their Environmental Science program is awesome. The orientation is a three week backpacking trip, and nearly every class has a field work aspect. The classes are tiny, 14 students max, and the ones I visited were great. They reminded me how much I miss school. Or at least taking classes. I am definitely glad to be biking now, and not at home taking classes, but I am nevertheless looking forward to going back to school soon. Where that will be, I couldn't tell you, but it will all work out one way or another.
My Prescott friends :) |
In the end, it's all just my own useless rationalization, and the right decision will come from my heart, not my head. And I can always transfer. The whole college process is thoroughly frustrating and I don't agree with it in a lot of ways because the expense is so limiting. The loan industry is appalling and there are so many young people who have the potential to do amazing things in college but will never be able to because their families can't afford to support them financially or emotionally. It's definitely possible to pay for your own education, but the logistical implications are huge, and it is very difficult to do without some form of guidance and moral support from parents. Nevertheless college level classes do challenge students in ways that high school can never manage to and there is so much more to learn.
But as I have seen, learning is not at all limited to the classroom. Biking has already taught me a lot, and I know it will continue to show me new perspectives and challenge me as I make my way home. I still have a very long ways to go, and I won't be able to leave Phoenix until Sunday, because I am flying to Vancouver tonight to visit Quest University for the weekend. My schedule is starting to get tight, but if my knee continues to improve, and I get stronger, I should be able to bike the whole way home before graduation. I won't be able to take any more long breaks, though I can, of course, take a train for part of the way if I really fall in love with a place I go to or my knee deteriorates.
In some ways, it doesn't feel like this trip has even started. I have biked a very rough estimate of 900 miles and it's true, I have already crossed one state border, but I have been taking so long breaks, it doesn't feel like I am really "on the road" yet. But perhaps that is a good thing. It has challenged my expectations for this journey and that has taught me to become more flexible and settle into the true mindset of travel, living in the moment with no expectations for the future.
Wildflowers, they are everywhere at this time of year. |
Thanks again for sharing Sonya. Will be interesting to see which college you end up choosing. Enjoy the time and leisure of your trip, it is precious to have the spaciousness to let your heart and mind ponder choices. Love you.
ReplyDeleteYou are smart to pay attention to the finaning Sonya....several of my clients have been saddled w/college debt and it's no fun! I'm sure that wherever you go will be a wonderful place as you have so many excellent choices to pick from!
ReplyDeleteI love hearing where you are Sonya... my neighbor went to Prescott. Loved it. Now, maybe 10 years later, she is in med school and doing great. But her love is the outdoors and being active in it... an adventurist to be sure... sent you an email the other day... thinking of you and wishing you all the best on your next leg of the trip. So much love, Laura
ReplyDeleteI agree with you. Going to college can be quite stressful. And it doesn’t end to choosing the course that will determine your career in the future. You also have to consider other factors, like the school and it's culture, the dorm you’ll be staying in the whole school year, and the like. Finance is certainly one of the important concerns, but there are ways to get through those obstacles, if you know where to begin. So, how are things doing now?
ReplyDeleteValerie Casey @ College Funding Freedom